January 2012
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Relocation
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“Why don’t you tell me that “if the girl had been worth having, she’d have waited...”
– F. Scott Fitzgerald
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littledream-filledlife asked: When will you be back in the city, doll? xx
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dreamchaser
I dreamt in incredible color of my city last night - this morning - — my city, and even then a place grown from my imagination, an impossible collage of landscapes and architecture that exist only in the dormant recesses of my mind. There were people, interactions, kisses, conversation. Sun and then startling pewter rain and umbrellas to shield our hair. Flowers at a market, by the dozens,...
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“So we beat on, boats against the current, borne back ceaselessly into the past.”
– The Great Gatsby // F. Scott Fitzgerald.
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Dallas
No matter how my head may be swaying and my heart may be whispering, the goodbye kiss is always the hardest… Crush me in your embrace, parting is so bitter. Fly safe, prince.
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2012
And a new year. 2012, be good to me. 2011 has been tumultuous — life is unexpected, always, these days. May that never change.
December 2011
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fonder
I don’t know what to think anymore, sometimes. I’m unsure where my life is headed. I feel like the days are passing me by and I’m not noticing many of them, time is leaving me behind. I will not be forgotten. How many times must I be knocked down before I find my footing, find my way? Vague directions, vague plans, and everytime I finally think things are settling and I’m...
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troubadour
Making you an offer, still runs great, looking for a brand new start: A special, one time deal on a preowned heart.
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Christmastime
There was never a better Christmas, or Christmas Eve. Three services, three candlelit moments… Pure adoration.
I’ve fallen in love with the idea of “Thin Places” recently: those places or events in life where the dividing line between the holy and the ordinary is very thin, to the point that the ordinary becomes holy and the holy becomes ordinary.
Christmas, to me and to...
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chaotic nature
Desires conflict with desires, conflict with undeniable facts. We choose the paths that we think will make us happiest in the end. Instant gratification is the path for the chaotic at heart, and I’ve been there, done that, and am over that route — for now. No matter how badly I want it now. Discipline is a skill I was never very apt at learning.
And on another note
NYC in less than a month. Ah! One month until I can breathe again. Could I be any more excited? I really don’t think so.
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So
I bought a car.
I don’t think it’s quite sunk in that I am the owner of a vehicle. Maybe it will on the way to work later.
Either way, pictures are coming soon! He’s a delightful deep shade of green.
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“Pour yourself a drink, put on some lipstick, and pull yourself together.”
– Elizabeth Taylor
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One week
until my most favorite eve of the year. until the world is filled with candlelight. until carols and mistletoe and evergreen and cinnamon flavor the air. until we celebrate our savior.
one week until i see you again.
all of this thrills me to the bone. winter, you are my favorite season.
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skin
Our love is urgent. Your kiss, my touch, that frantic need to close the gaps between two bodies like all I am will shatter as shrapnel if we do not. I crave you always. There is a place folded in your arms reserved for me, and I’ve found my belonging place there where I was never looking; it has always been in you.
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lately
Never been more happy to have food poisoning, and one, just one, pink line. The anxiety of waiting three minutes is simply agonizing, but then relief hits and you go on living your life with another experience under your belt and the knowledge that maybe these plans you’ve drawn up and written on the mirror for your future won’t actually prove to have merely been traced in sand.
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Draco dormiens nunquam titillandus.
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passionate
can you love without possessing; can you lust without partaking?
can you protect the sanctity of the flawed human spirit, or does human touch always evoke the sins pandora herself unleashed?
eternal questions.
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Life has a way of distracting your dreams and handing you worries.
Worries are both needless and a method of discipline.
I vow not to worry so much. I vow to find discipline. I vow to dream. I dare to dream. I dream to succeed. I dare to succeed. I came to fly.
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“Nobody can avoid falling in love. They might want to deny it, but friendship is...”
– Stieg Larsson
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“Maybe…you’ll fall in love with me all over again.”
“Hell,” I said, “I love you...”
– Ernest Hemingway
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Days like today, the silver days that are frothed with yesterday’s snow and new-falling flakes, are the days when my heart yearns for you. The taste of you, cinnamon and woodsmoke on my tongue. The touch of you, like a fire burns beneath your skin to warm my bones. I miss your heart, your strength.
But the snow is unyielding, as are the miles between us. I’ll curl up by the fire and...
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burning
My body is on fire for you.
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“Can he warm his blue hands by holding them up to the grand northern lights?”
– Herman Melville // Moby Dick
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masculine, feminine
lesvoyageursperdus:
I think what it comes down to is that I really appreciate courage, bravery - the ability to hold these radical states - the ability to appreciate the power of vulnerability, the growth of not dissociating. Appreciating the relational tension and fear and vulnerability and how it’s all messy for everyone and that there’s so much hurt that’s so difficult to communicate.
But I...
November 2011
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